Monday, March 12, 2007

To love, and to be loved.

It's the festive of love. Trust me, falling in love, and being loved could actually be one of the biggest pleasure in life. It's so simple but yet filled with so much complexity. The intensity of love weighs more than what the entire universe weighs. Gee. I've been spending almost every single day with my girlfriend. But ironically, i miss her the moment when she's away. Like for example, less than 24 hours? My heart starts aching for her BADLY. Heh. I love you baby. Every single day and night. :)

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Future.

I've finally made up what i want in life. Not that i haven't thought of it, but now, it's just another confirmation. I need to set my priorities right in my life, and know what are the wants and needs that i require. I'm gonna work my way up there; to be the best in everything. You live life for once so you've gotta make the best out of it. Giving up is form of coward act, and i'm never ever gonna practise that. Time is what we lack of, so every single moment is an opportunity. I'm not gonna let anymore time slips pass me anymore. I've learnt over the years, and now that i've finally adjust my life to a proper one, it seems that my goal appears much nearer. To realize all my goals before the age of 30. And i'll make that just happen.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Heaven Awaits.

As the title of this blog suggests, " Heaven Awaits".
What big irony life can be sometimes.

A 47 year old man, still a pretty young man. Been called up upon by the Lord on 1st of March. Neither has he fulfil all his wishes, nor has he been given another chance to see the world a few years longer. God has taken away his life wrongfully, of all the people in the world, He chose the best father, the best husband, the best son, and the best uncle. It's absolutely unfair. You've taken his rights to be the best grandfather. I'm not sure what i've said above makes sense but clearly, nobody would actually like the idea of death befalling onto anyone in the family. Be it close or distant relative, nobody will want it to happen. I'm not sure how i should actually receive this entire incident in the best of way, but honestly, succumbing to an illness and not been allowed a chance to fight against it, it could actually mean the very worst of way.

My uncle was a brave man. The bravest i've ever come across so far. He fought for his life till his dying breath, and never has he once given up, never. He endured all the pain that he went through during treatment, and never once complained nor whine. Neither has he ever shown any tantrum nor shown signs of giving up. He had total confident that he'll pull it through... He had every single will to fight against his illness and not allow it to overpower him. He had every single bit that makes him a warrior. One brave true soul who fought for his right to live, his right to fulfil his role as a father, son, and husband... And fear was never a factor he would had considered.

Now that he's gone from this mortal world to a place where he could find peace and tranquillity, a place where everyone will have to go someday or another, a place where life starts all over again. I wish that he'll have a peace of mind and not worry about anything at all. May you rest in peace Uncle... You'll be greatly missed by every single one of the family. I love you.