Sunshine after rain.

I'm done with the Nation. I've done my fair share of it. And i'm glad that i'm finally out of it. I've learnt quite alot from military, be it good or bad, it's gonna help me along the way through my life.

Finally, just when the whole world thinks that i can actually heaved a sign of relieve, they all got it all wrong. Being out of the military life and back to the society, it means helluva RESPONSIBILITIES. There are plentiful of loads that you'll actually have to shoulder on in order for you to sustain in this materialistic world. Welcome back to the cold hard truth. Life isn't very much of a bed of roses, it's actually more like torns of roses. But sometimes, watching those beautiful things happen makes all the hard work worthwhile.

It's good to be back on track with this current blog. At least, a place i'll be able to keep track on the things i've done. And well, browsing through those silly posts that i've posted before, it does actually makes me feel that i'm getting older, and i'm very much reminded of the fact that " Time waits for no man ". A wake up call once in awhile would be good. :)

To love, and to be loved.

It's the festive of love. Trust me, falling in love, and being loved could actually be one of the biggest pleasure in life. It's so simple but yet filled with so much complexity. The intensity of love weighs more than what the entire universe weighs. Gee. I've been spending almost every single day with my girlfriend. But ironically, i miss her the moment when she's away. Like for example, less than 24 hours? My heart starts aching for her BADLY. Heh. I love you baby. Every single day and night. :)

Future.

I've finally made up what i want in life. Not that i haven't thought of it, but now, it's just another confirmation. I need to set my priorities right in my life, and know what are the wants and needs that i require. I'm gonna work my way up there; to be the best in everything. You live life for once so you've gotta make the best out of it. Giving up is form of coward act, and i'm never ever gonna practise that. Time is what we lack of, so every single moment is an opportunity. I'm not gonna let anymore time slips pass me anymore. I've learnt over the years, and now that i've finally adjust my life to a proper one, it seems that my goal appears much nearer. To realize all my goals before the age of 30. And i'll make that just happen.

Heaven Awaits.

As the title of this blog suggests, " Heaven Awaits".
What big irony life can be sometimes.

A 47 year old man, still a pretty young man. Been called up upon by the Lord on 1st of March. Neither has he fulfil all his wishes, nor has he been given another chance to see the world a few years longer. God has taken away his life wrongfully, of all the people in the world, He chose the best father, the best husband, the best son, and the best uncle. It's absolutely unfair. You've taken his rights to be the best grandfather. I'm not sure what i've said above makes sense but clearly, nobody would actually like the idea of death befalling onto anyone in the family. Be it close or distant relative, nobody will want it to happen. I'm not sure how i should actually receive this entire incident in the best of way, but honestly, succumbing to an illness and not been allowed a chance to fight against it, it could actually mean the very worst of way.

My uncle was a brave man. The bravest i've ever come across so far. He fought for his life till his dying breath, and never has he once given up, never. He endured all the pain that he went through during treatment, and never once complained nor whine. Neither has he ever shown any tantrum nor shown signs of giving up. He had total confident that he'll pull it through... He had every single will to fight against his illness and not allow it to overpower him. He had every single bit that makes him a warrior. One brave true soul who fought for his right to live, his right to fulfil his role as a father, son, and husband... And fear was never a factor he would had considered.

Now that he's gone from this mortal world to a place where he could find peace and tranquillity, a place where everyone will have to go someday or another, a place where life starts all over again. I wish that he'll have a peace of mind and not worry about anything at all. May you rest in peace Uncle... You'll be greatly missed by every single one of the family. I love you.

YOU.

THANKYOU for everything that you've ever done for me on my birthday.
All the things you've ever done for me, be it those little ones or the major ones, you've made me the happiest man on the planet on that day itself. It'll always be a memorable birthday :)
I appreciate it all very very much. Thank you baby. I love you.


And i definitely hope we'll have many more birthdays to pass by together as a couple yeah. We'll do just that :) I love you now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and for the rest of my life.

Janice Wong, you're my everything. :)

Twenty; No longer a teenager.

Ain't any young to begin with, now that i've reached 2 decades of my life, it's time to make a BIG change in everything. We'll look forward to it. :)

A brand new start.

When the world tumbles into pieces, and when voices go unheard.
What's left on this Earth will be the perfect example of our love.
Will we still pray that things would change for the better,
Or shall we all forsake and leave it all to wither.
A beautiful tragedy,
that had happened before i was all too ready.